Don't you, though? When you look over at your dear friend and know you saved her? Through your own might you saved the person you care about and now you can go frolic and save so many more lives with her! All for the price of some pointless human no one knows or will ever remember. I think you do feel good about it, deep deep down in those hearts of yours Doctor. And when you're given that choice again, we both know what choice you'll make now, won't we? It's exciting!
Stop it… her name was Jamie…